Sunday, April 08, 2007
Sunny Perth
Sunny Perth
It is good to be home, Perth is my home.
A birthplace is not neccessary one's home if one feels alienated by the society and not been able to share the same value. In the past I have been romantic and naive; and maybe needing the "love' that I was craving, I built up my own "loving family" in my mind. For years I craved for love , worked hard to please, hoping for some love to be betrowed to me. It took me nearly 50 year to realise that it was hopeless as the persons I hope to receive love; are not able to show love, as they themselves have not received love. We were all the loveless,abandoned children of disfunctional society, what an awakening!
I cried, sobbing my heart out,all the yearning for love in the last 50 years went away with the tears; in it's place is the determination that the same would not happen to the next generation, my children will be loved and treasured; and they will grow up happy, confidence, knowing they have been loved.
One should not repeat the mistake of the previous generation. I called an "emergency" family meeting the minute I reached home. The topic of the meeeting is " Do you feel loved' Thank goodness the consensus is positive.
It is good to be home, Perth is my home.
A birthplace is not neccessary one's home if one feels alienated by the society and not been able to share the same value. In the past I have been romantic and naive; and maybe needing the "love' that I was craving, I built up my own "loving family" in my mind. For years I craved for love , worked hard to please, hoping for some love to be betrowed to me. It took me nearly 50 year to realise that it was hopeless as the persons I hope to receive love; are not able to show love, as they themselves have not received love. We were all the loveless,abandoned children of disfunctional society, what an awakening!
I cried, sobbing my heart out,all the yearning for love in the last 50 years went away with the tears; in it's place is the determination that the same would not happen to the next generation, my children will be loved and treasured; and they will grow up happy, confidence, knowing they have been loved.
One should not repeat the mistake of the previous generation. I called an "emergency" family meeting the minute I reached home. The topic of the meeeting is " Do you feel loved' Thank goodness the consensus is positive.